11/03/2012 ♥ First date ♥

First time going out with you .

A little shy and ' hang gei ' at first .. 

bt enjoyed it although it was only 3 to 4 hours time . 

We chat along the road from my house to aeon . talked about a lot of stuffs . 

angry with you when I found out you were sick few days ago bt didn't tell me .

next time don't ahx ~

reach aeon carpark , turned and turned around for quite a time and almost bang a few times ==

miss , my life is in your hand tht time ~ take care a bit larhx ~

then at last we found a parking ~ thx to me :P

throw all your stuffs to my bag then off to ground floor to find food ~

walk walk walk , final decision , Sakae sushi ~

chat a lot of stuffs while eating , enjoyed there ..

then went to gai gai a while , went to popular ~

bought my stuffs and some 'going to be a surprise' thing ~

you stand beside me . my heart beating so fast bcz tht was the nearest eye-to-eye after so long ><

then pay at the counter , then off to car .

you said something and made me angry AGAIN .

you keep on asking me wht happen wht happen ~

then went to car , you didn't start to drive but you keep on looked at me and ask am I ok ..

I can't control my tears anymore . I cried .. I layed on your shoulder .. you hugged me and comfort me ..

you kissed my cheeks once or twice ..I know it don't think I don't know ..

I cried even more after you kiss me and comfort me ..

I saw the time and I know it's late ady .. you said you need to be home before 6 ..

so I wiped off my tears and asked you to drive .when you pay the parking ticket , I cried again ..

then wipe off quickly before you come back ..

Then you start driving out of the carpark , and made a turn at your house ..

shocked me tht time ..

then start sending me home .. I don't want to leave you so fast ..

I don't want to go home so fast ..

At the traffic light you saw me holding my own hand very hard ..

you hold my hand and ask me wht happen , ask me to don't cry ..

I hold your hand more and more tight when its more and more near my house ..

I cried more bt I don't know if you noticed it ..

near my house I looked at you and grab your hand tightly ..

but the end still have to come ..reach my house at last ..

wiped off my tears , wear my specs ..

time to say bye bye .. squeezed out a smile when I went into my house and looked at daddy ..

hide beside the door seeing you dissapear at my sight ..

ah bii , when will be the next time ? I swear I will hold your hand every moment I walk beside you ..

not like today .. sorry bii .. made you worry at the end of our first date ..

anyways , I loved you more , Miss Chaw ♥

I hope you feel the same 

Don't worry , I feel better now ♥

remember the last song on the radio before I left the car ?

[ A thousand Years ]

" I have loved you for a thousand years , I'll love you for a thousand more "