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Thursday, November 29

累。淚。II

你說你不在意
是不在意我嗎 ?
但是爲什麽我很在意
我很在意你說的每一句話
但是爲什麽你的每一句話都很傷人
你用了一年的時間那麼瞭解我
用了一秒的時間讓我哭得那麼崩潰
從認識你到現在
發生了很多事情
我喜歡過你
討厭過你
我們吵過架
我說我是你的日記
你有什麽事情都可以告訴我這個日記
可是最近你好像換了一本新的日記
不再需要我了
是不是有些事情
她知道而我不知道
你很瞭解我
但你卻好像不知道
我最想要你的安慰
最想要你的關心
我問你
如果我突然完全和你失去了聯絡
你會不會緊張
你會不會到處去問我的消息
你只說你會 emo
那並不是我心裡想聽到的答案
我心裡想從你那裡聽到的答案
怎麼變成了另一個人對我說的答案
你瞭解我喜歡什麽不喜歡什麽
你瞭解我開心會怎樣不開心會怎樣
但你卻不瞭解我想要你給我什麽
日記。
也許你早就把我這本日記從你世界里扔了

累。淚。

你說如果我再玩失蹤 , 你就不理我
你做到了
你真的不理我了
那你又知不知道我爲什麽不回你
我只是在等你回答我
回答我那封臨睡前的信息
但你沒回答
還說我玩失蹤
還說不理我
好吧
如果你真的不理我 ,
真的不想再理我了
那就以後也別再理我
以後也別再聯絡
還是 ..
這本來就是你想要的結果 ? :)

Thursday, November 8

累。

主動久了會累
愛久了會崩潰

一個累字
足夠讓我哭好幾次
更何況是主動累了
你不瞭解我
我不怪你
但是你算不上不瞭解我啊
爲什麽還可以丟下我一個人不開心
丟下我一個人哭
我最需要你的時候你總是不在
不然就聯絡不上你

好累好累
爲什麽連愛一個人都覺得好累
連主動也變得好累
真的好累 ..................

Wednesday, November 7

Liebster Blog Award.


The Liebster Blog Award is given up to and coming bloggers who have less than 200 followers. Liebster is a German word which means 'favourite', so that makes 'favourite blog award'. The rule is answer the 11 questions asked by the blogger who gave you this award.In order to accept this prestigious award, one must abide the list of rules which are:




1) each person must list 11 things about themselves.

2) answer the 11 questions that the blogger has set for you.

3) and create 11 questions by your own for the 11 people you will nominate on this award.

4) Choose up to 11 bloggers linking them to your post.

5) Go to their page and inform them that you nominated them.




Notice! : Absolutely no tags back.Remember to only tag bloggers who has less than 200 followers. 

Okay , I got tagged by Hui Han :)
Scroll down to understand a bit more about me :D


1.Do you know who am I?
Yes I do , my junior , my friend :)

2.How was my blog?
I like reading your blog .. you have a lot of stories inside and I can know you more :)

3.Do you love your blog?
Yes

4.Can you stand alone without friends?
No . Definitely no . I need friend by my side . especially the ones who knows me well

5.Did your first love still exist?
ended long time ago but we still have contact . I guess

6.Did your first kiss still present?xD
nope :) 

7.Who am I to you?
My junior , my friend

8.Friends or family?Choose one.
Friends . Don't ask me why :)

9.How tall are you?xD
162cm . This was the answer 3 or 4 months ago . now I'm not sure

10.How old are you?
16 . but some says I looks like 13 , some says I look like 17 ( WTH == )

11.Your favourite blog?

11 Facts about me :)
1. I eat whole bar of dairy milk chocolate when I have period pain
2. My aunt is my life and I cry everytime I think of her
3. I love dogs . Small breeds
4. I hate my tan skin colour
5. Friends are VERY important to me . 
6. I hate my curly hair . MY HAIR IS STRAIGHTEN THATS WHY IT IS STRAIGHT
7. I love cold drinks . 
8. I have 2 self-harm scars on my left hand
9. I have only 1 friend who really knows me really very well . (until this moment)
10. I don't like to do housechores
11. I love to eat ice-cream . Yam flavoured is the best :)

11 questions for the people I tagged
1. How long have we know each other ?
2. Do you like my attitude ?
3. Who's that person who knows you most well ?
4. Who do you love right now ?
5. Friendship or love. Choose only one
6. Who am I to you ?
7. What do you think of my blog ?
8. Am I a good friend ?
9. Who is your favourite singer ?
10. What's your favourite flavour for a cone of ice-cream ?
11. Do you have anything to tell me ?

11 peoples that I tag
1. Song Jia Jia
2. Ng Kai Wen
3. Tan Yee San
4. Akira ( I know you more than 200 dy == )
5. Shiin Wee
6. Kristy Khoo
7. Vivian Lim
8. Zax Cheng
9. Xiiao Yan
10. Gigi Lim
11. Xiiao Zhen

Some doesn't have blog , nevermind ~ If can just reply me in inbox :D